Saturday, June 16, 2007

On Being in a Rut


I wrote a poem on Mother's Day weekend about the Bonfire Poppy being a sign that prayers to God remain active, outliving even the more obvious evidences of His presence.
Now on Father's Day weekend, I find I've chosen a book at the library whose cover art--red flowers blooming in a highway's pothole--and inner theme echo this same idea.
So I open its pages, still a little breathless at the wonder of this newly-realized redundancy, and find another thematic repetition: Yancey wants to speak of Alaska, even as back-tracking here will find I do. In the introduction, he says: "I read somewhere that in the early day of the Alaska Highway, tractor-trailer trucks would make deep ruts in the gravel as they carried construction equipment to boomtowns up north. Someone posted this sign at the beginning of the road: CHOOSE YOUR RUT CAREFULLY, YOU'LL BE IN IT FOR THE NEXT 200 MILES." And I laugh as I read it, but I also remember a dream I had just a couple of nights ago, a dream in which I finally braved to tell the "outside world" about our inner-life, God, tell just one other a little of Your more mysterious purposes for me, and immediately after the telling (in this dream) there followed a vision of a snake spiraling down a bannister to the bottom of a stairwell where I found a small, short-haired white dog licking its own vomit--a proverb revisited that I'd read fairly recently, making it the thing to come to mind first and foremost. (As a dog returneth to his vomit, [so] a fool returneth to his folly.) I wonder, is that to be the lesson learned? Hide, be afraid, the rut you could fall in is ugly and gruesome. Truth demands I must acknowledge: such is one rut that could be before me, before us all--the hopeless one that sees nothing but the devastating potholes in the road. But...
But aren't there also the flowers? I look again at the illustration and take the courage to dig deeper. I look again for other possible references to this dream-vomit, and I see something more hopeful. A story, a prophecy in Isaiah. While midway in the span of "Egypt's" life the negatives we associate with vomit make their appearance, this is nonetheless a story of hope (made genuine and reliable by that very truth found in the telling of the "dark days" in the middle.) But to him who endures to the end of the story is revealed that the ending is a thing of beauty and wonder, the poppy in the pothole indeed! And are not the seedlings of those flowers sprouting even now?
Here is the problem in a nutshell: too many of us stop reading half-way through the story. God, give the strength to endure, to read all the way to the end, to wait for the flowers to bloom!
A Prophecy About Egypt
1 An oracle concerning Egypt:

See, the Lord rides on a swift cloud
and is coming to Egypt.
The idols of Egypt tremble before him,
and the hearts of the Egyptians melt within them.

2 “I will stir up Egyptian against Egyptian—
brother will fight against brother,
neighbor against neighbor,
city against city,
kingdom against kingdom.
3 The Egyptians will lose heart,
and I will bring their plans to nothing;
they will consult the idols and the spirits of the dead,
the mediums and the spiritists.
4 I will hand the Egyptians over
to the power of a cruel master,
and a fierce king will rule over them,”
declares the Lord, the Lord Almighty.

5 The waters of the river will dry up,
and the riverbed will be parched and dry.
6 The canals will stink;
the streams of Egypt will dwindle and dry up.
The reeds and rushes will wither,
7 also the plants along the Nile,
at the mouth of the river.
Every sown field along the Nile
will become parched, will blow away and be no more.
8 The fishermen will groan and lament,
all who cast hooks into the Nile;
those who throw nets on the water
will pine away.
9 Those who work with combed flax will despair,
the weavers of fine linen will lose hope.
10 The workers in cloth will be dejected,
and all the wage earners will be sick at heart.

11 The officials of Zoan are nothing but fools;
the wise counselors of Pharaoh give senseless advice.
How can you say to Pharaoh,
“I am one of the wise men,
a disciple of the ancient kings”?

12 Where are your wise men now?
Let them show you and make known
what the Lord Almighty
has planned against Egypt.
13 The officials of Zoan have become fools,
the leaders of Memphis
[fn1] are deceived;
the cornerstones of her peoples
have led Egypt astray.
14 The Lord has poured into them
a spirit of dizziness;
they make Egypt stagger in all that she does,
as a drunkard staggers around in his vomit.
15 There is nothing Egypt can do—
head or tail, palm branch or reed.

16 In that day the Egyptians will be like women. They will shudder with fear at the uplifted hand that the Lord Almighty raises against them. 17 And the land of Judah will bring terror to the Egyptians; everyone to whom Judah is mentioned will be terrified, because of what the Lord Almighty is planning against them.
18 In that day five cities in Egypt will speak the language of Canaan and swear allegiance to the Lord Almighty. One of them will be called the City of Destruction. [fn2]
19 In that day there will be an altar to the Lord in the heart of Egypt, and a monument to the Lord at its border. 20 It will be a sign and witness to the Lord Almighty in the land of Egypt. When they cry out to the Lord because of their oppressors, he will send them a savior and defender, and he will rescue them. 21 So the Lord will make himself known to the Egyptians, and in that day they will acknowledge the Lord. They will worship with sacrifices and grain offerings; they will make vows to the Lord and keep them. 22 The Lord will strike Egypt with a plague; he will strike them and heal them. They will turn to the Lord, and he will respond to their pleas and heal them.
23 In that day there will be a highway from Egypt to Assyria. The Assyrians will go to Egypt and the Egyptians to Assyria. The Egyptians and Assyrians will worship together. 24 In that day Israel will be the third, along with Egypt and Assyria, a blessing on the earth. 25 The Lord Almighty will bless them, saying, “Blessed be Egypt my people, Assyria my handiwork, and Israel my inheritance.”

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